i am sorry

 i lost a bracelet from you

i am sorry

i needed to take it off

i had to move

i am letting the candles you gave me 

burn

bright

i don't like smells but they are from you

 

i am sorry 

for getting angry at you

when you told me 

"happy birthday"

it wasn't happy

it never is

you gave me photos of you and them

i didn't recognize neither their nor my face

i am sorry for leaving you

please

move on

and be happy, for N is not E.

please be happy

and love people who still have hearts

and write things of own

and forget about me.